some days pass by in a blur and you don't know where all the time went. too much angst recently. it's getting me no where. it's time to let go and move on. and i will. i've decided to. =) you've seen the last of the emo me for awhile. sorry to all. if i've hurt you, sorry. i only say what i feel in my heart. but sorry anyway. if i've misunderstood any intentions i'm sorry too. as for you, i'm not sorry at all about what i said. cuz i dont think i'm wrong. and i still dont trust you. anyway it doesnt matter.

sometimes you step out of a certain place and you feel a sudden rush of i-don't-know-what. sometimes you oddly feel very very nostalgic. sometimes i suddenly want to go home and just stay there. sometimes i want to just be embraced by you, like when i was young. but it doesnt seem possible anymore. i'm a little scared about this. give me strength.