it's always good to look on the bright side of things =) haha. so even though i'm in the midst of some stressful rubbish, i'm attaining a zen-like calm. hahaha nah i'm kidding. zen-like calm?! with all the EL stuff?? no way. hahaha and those people who dont like EL dont mock me or... I kill you! hahaha By the way, this is the funniest clip ever, please go look at it.. even my MOM laughed. haha it's really funny, thanks pighead for recommending it =)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Y-aTz6iNkvA&feature=relatedso i recently met this old old old friend of mine who i've lost contact with for ages. and it's somehow a revelation. i mean, the two years she had over me seemed like so so much when i was only primary four haha. and it felt like she was an older sister somehow, but now, almost ten years down the road, she seems almost equal to me, not so much bigger anymore. it's just.. something that made me stop and reflect for a minute. haha.
life sure is funny isn't it? it see-saws, up and down and up and down, and it's full of all it's funny quirks that sometimes makes you wonder if you should laugh or cry at those coincidences, whether you should take it as fate, or pure bad luck, or is everything just the same, it's just the flip sides you stand on that's all. and sometimes today you go down down down, and then tmr you go up up up, and at night you go up again and blah blah blah. so there's no such thing as a pit to that always goes deeper and deeper, because what goes up must come down and vice versa. and it is precisely that mechanism that enables us to enjoy the ups, so here's to the ups AND the downs =)
cinematics tells me that there is a small ending, and then there is a larger ending. its much like life isnt it, every segment of my life is a different movie, and at the end of each segment, it's like the end of a story, but we start on the next one
immediatement, so there's never a boring time because they are simply the breaks where we rest and replenish for the next take, or for the filming of the next story =) so all these small endings paint a larger picture.
it's funny how i can sometimes step back now and look at the big picture. only sometimes, sometimes i still fall into the depths of despair, but come on, who doesnt? haha i'm human! so. i THINK i've grown a little. let's hope i keep going =)
i like artsy subjects, they make me think =) i feel totally rejuvenated =)
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i suddenly feel like i'm too naive, i dont know half the things that are going on right beneath my nose. i really wished he hadnt told me, even though it's nothing to do with me cuz i'm not the one doing stupid things, its makes me feel suddenly weird.
doesnt this just EXACTLY illustrate how funny life is? i posted the top 10 minutes ago and 10 minutes later i feel not so happy anymore. dang.