i give up explaining myself. i dont have to in the first place. after everything, you think i'm putting on an act? pretending to be sad? now it's even wrong for me to feel this way? you think i can stop myself? it's not even that i'm angry. i'm sad, but even that is wrong. i just wish everything will hurry and work out. and i know it will. and then time will tell. and i wont have to say anything anymore because the results will speak for themselves. i only want to prove you wrong ABOUT ME. no other reason. i only want to show you I CAN make it. that I WILL do what is right. even if you think i can't and i won't.