it arose out of nothing at all, i dont even understand what you're thinking and why you would think such ridiculous things. i lead my own life. i'm not conjoined at the hip. i have friends and i hang out with them. so whats wrong with that? why can everybody else do as they wish and when i do you think all kinds of weird things? is that some kind of mind clog i dont know about? why must you make such assumptions and horrible accusations? do you know that with each word you drive me away? do you know that with each time you dont trust me and you dont believe me, i just lose a little more hope and drift just a little further? but yet you still affect me with your views. would it make you happier if i had none of my so-called 'lousy friends' and no boyfriend? would it make you happy to see me alone and miserable? at least so i can keep you company? is that what you want? well you might be satisfied if you knew how miserable i am now. but does it make you any less so? are you happy now?