i miss youi miss your name on my handphone screen, i miss seeing 'alvin tang' on my msn contact list when i search for people to talk to. i miss you making me laugh. i miss you being irritating. i miss you telling me you love me. i miss you saying sorry for everything and anything even though its not your fault. i miss you making fun of me. i miss you glancing at me. i miss watching you concentrate hard on something. i miss looking at you. i miss seeing you bend and write down something in your kindergarden handwriting that i like. i miss telling you to sto rubbing your eye when it hurts. i miss messing around and playing like kids when we're bored of studying. i miss seeing your sleep. i miss hearing your voice smelling your smell. i miss knowing that you will be there forever and for always. i'm so scared. please dont give up on me. i didnt mean it. i didnt. honestly.
