he's gone back, i think this will blow over. until the next time they decide to explode again then it all comes out again. but otherwise i think the skies are clearing for now. but of course we know how each time these things come out, each time people become a little more resentful. sometimes it can all fall apart. i'm counting on that not happening.

thank you all so much seriously, i dont know what i would have done without your support. cheryl for praying for me, thank you dear, sorry for making you worry. =/ shaun for staying on the phone even when all i did was cry, ken and youjin for listening when i thought i might go mad with grief, for counselling me, simply being there, weiheng too. thanks. =)

i miss sam so much and next sem i think i'll miss youjin too. it's like somehow we got to know each other a little more this sem even though we met since almost two years ago. haha how odd the circumstances that allow you to interact with different people and forge unlikely friendships. thank goodness cheryl is no longer going overseas. haha i guess you can have many friends but when it comes down to it, there are few who matter very much in the end. monstercandies, no matter how much they may annoy me sometimes, have been a big part of uni life and i guess we keep these things with us huh. even though people drift, but memories always remain. i know at least that for me, even twenty years later, on random trips to themarket to buy food for my kids, i will probably still think of the times we had so much fun, so much laughter, so much frustration and so much gossip.. haha oops i mean well, everything i guess. we've shared so much. remember when we used to split sides at business two sems ago while eating cheese sausages? we've changed since then, heck we hardly even go there tgt anymore, but we;ve come so much further too. i love you guys. =)