biochem test was ok, so now two tests down, 3 projs, 2 essays, 2 tests more to go. and not to mention the presentations and Professional comm's quizzes. darn.
on the way home from tuition today, i saw two dam cute kids. one boy one girl. haha they were disturbing each other, and then they were playing scissors paper stone, and they teased and laughed and played. and you wonder about the times when things were so simple and sweet, how did everything get so complicated? or maybe things didn't, but we did. we make things difficult for ourselves, we refuse to be contented or satisfied with what we have, we refuse to let ourselves be carried away with our emotions, the simple joys. we play mind games and in turn assume that others do too. but i don't really want to. why can't everything be clearer, more black and white? i dont like grey areas. everything is too uncertain. so prone to crumbling. it scares me a bit sometimes.