the idyllic lull of the waves still draws me like no other.

whew, today was like a brrrrr day. hahaha. and that's the outcome of wearing long sleeves, but deciding that i'm too lazy to wear long pants too. haha.

it was also a day of mad rushes from one place to another apart from a 2 hour break in the morning, and it's supposed to be project meeting now but nobody's messaging me so i'm going to take the time to breathe.. hahaha.

valentine's day is next week, and the paraphernalia is all around. i'm booked =) by two incredibly great kids who i'm getting closer to and am glad about it. hahaha. it makes teaching easier in a way, but harder too cuz they try to slack. but oh wells. you win some, you lose some. =)

so it's the end for some and the beginning for others. it's really the end the end of this huge crush i've been harboring for what seems like forever. i only hope its not the end of the friendship. haha. nope i havent done anything overt, nothing big, nothing silly, so friends, please chill, i'm not stupid, but yea people are not stupid either, so they know and i understand and pretty much that's all and there's nothing and there will be nothing. =) it's a clean break a new start, a new friendship leaving behind what i've felt. i guess though, that there will always be a soft spot somewhere. hahahaha. can't be helped. but, but nothing. haha don't think too much =) bye bye. =)

hello, nice to meet you, i'm amelia. =)