I must be mad, i'm going to accept yet another assignment. means going from no life to non existent life in the first place. tell me i'm going to make it please.

UCLA will give us all an answer next week. i wonder when. time seems to positively CRAAAAAWWWWWLLLLLLLL when you're waiting for something to happen. but i guess i rather it crawls than fly. cuz currently i have loads to do none of which i have started on. lets see.

1. i need to start on my readings for 3880 which is a whole lot i neglected since dunno when =/
2. i need to read 'much ado about nothing' which is so long and all in shakespearan language, it puts a strain on my reading capabilities. =/
3. i need to start on my term papers for the two english modules, both of which are due on the same day. =/
4. i have an ES2007 quiz next week.
5. i need to prepare for the online project discussion on sunday.
6. i need to complete my tutorials.
7. i need to draft out my version of the intro and questionnaire for ES2007
8. I need to write out the minutes of our online discussion.
9. i need to REALLY catch up on my core modules which i havent touched.
10. NOW, i absolutely need some sleep.

=(

so anyway, right now whether or not i accept the assignment and whether they want to accept me, and whether or not i can join the orientation camps, blah blah, everything is hanging on whether or not i get to go to UCLA.

sooooooooo, currently everything is stuck in limbo, i'm running around, arms akimbo, and lets hope things fall back into place soon. i cant take this much stress that much longer. hahaa

i wonder if it's feasible to just quit school and give tuition. ha. just a passing thought, dont take me seriously! haha.